happiness

today attend service pastor how talk about happiness it recall me when i am young .. that time when i am young the thing of happiness is to like fairly tales and then when i slowly grow up the i realize not really cause you never know the true ending of the fairly tales is prince and princess really happy together ?? no one know .. maybe author of the stories know hahah.. as age grow start to see outside world is not a warm place everyone start to have the dog eat dog game and backstabber game .. that turn the world to be miserable.. and everyone start to not trust and life in the depend thing that is on material way or worst it turn out to be man depend on man .and is ok but soon you will realize your life can't live without the thing or man you depend and once they are gone you will felt more fake .. and sad ..no more smile but tiredness is life suppose to be like tt why can we be more real in the way we are and not fake or depend so much on thing that not meant for us.. look on the bright side life can be better then you think