The pass by in my life

Every young people will ask what is a real love ? what is the right time for love ? who is the right one? How to figure up like, admire and love.
My love life is when you run 100 meters and you till in the 50 meters is good but when you run to the end of 100 meter it just stop there

This is how I figure up
Like- is something that you feeling of belonging
Admire – is something that caught your attention in the first sight
Love- is a feeling of both like and admire and add on the chemical of feeling like some anger some happiness on thing that you even feel wired about it feeling ridicule ..

First pass by can i said he taste like a cup of coke it taste sweet and excitement . I met him at the age of 9 . . still remember you are sitting beside me we talk all type of thing you always after school have to go to childcare . then some time if time allow you . you and a few friend will came to my house playground to play football at the point of time I know feel there is somebody who always play with me and it remind of 3 to 4 years . then some thing happen our folks find out how close we are they separated us and stop us for seeing each at the age of 13 we went to different school.. and we still write to each other after that your folks send you oversea for further studies and we totally lost contact to each other .cause you be changing to different places . I don’t know why they want to separate us . when I grow up then I realize our folks doesn’t want us to developed a boy girl relationship cause as we are still schooling this cup of coke is nice but after all it lost the taste of it …

My second pass by

He taste like water after a cup of coke I think a cup of water is better to wash strong taste of coke is not that exciting but it turn up to be comfort.. I meet you at the age of 14++ back to the primary you told me you have notice me but don’t know will I accept you to be a friend a not? So funny my first time met some one like that we always talk at through phone I think is almost midnight then we will hang the phone . whenever I am sad or stress you will always tell me cold joke and always tell drinking water will help me cool down. We went on this till I reach 17 I start to knew that the feeling of yours to me is more than a friend .. I feel a bit scare to accept this cause I don’t will you be like coke a not left me all alone . I am sorry I can’t afford the feeling again so every time we talk I will ask you to find a girlfriend and you will always tell me you don’t like it . I ask you to descried the gal you like you will often tell me like you lor .. ten my reply is always I already have some one that I like hai you no chance la I know you will never give up so I put on an act on the birthday of yours do let you know that I am not a nice start do behave not like myself being very unreasonable but you are always smiling and do all the impossible thing just to made me feel happy but I keep a distance from by not reply your sms your call … ps allow me to tell you I am so sorry I know is no use of saying cause your 17 years old birthday is mess up by me although now we met each other the distance of us is still there but you are still smiling in front of me jus to let me feel comfortable.. sometime I jus want to tell you don’t treat me too good I don’t deserve it ..
my third pass by

he is like a cup of green tea .. strong a nice it smooth the throat of mine. I always remember you always be there whenever I am being bull by others you are like a guardian angle always by my side .. I met you at my cca you will always came with the group of your friend and spend time to stay longer although you are a top student in our school but you still chose me a jus average gal to fall in love .. at first I am scare but you took the first step and tell me nothing is impossible cause no matter what happen you will be by my side .. and with all the praise that my friends praise on you I accept you and we together I always happy, when you wait for me to end my lesson, when I wait for you to end your competition on your cca .. nothing seems to be bad till the invisible third party .. yours friends told you I have a super close guy friend and we are very close and I heard from my friends that you also have a gal that is very close to you .. due to this our relationship turn up to be sours and we don’t even have the courage to end the relationship as silent go on we end . by some reason we see each other again and then we realize is all cause of the rumors that happen cause our friends want us to end our relationship they even find all type of matter to broke us out cause they think we don’t have time for them . our invisible third party is actually don’t trust each other.. green tea is nice but if you add in thing like coco powder it will not taste as what you taste in the first place…

I not only wrote not to let people know my love stories is also letting you all know there is a lot of time we made mistake by finding a lot of thing till the end we lost yourself but when we start step out of the square box there is actually more thing more people to cherish of .now you ask me through this 3 drink what I like the most I will tell you is still the cup of coke cause that is when I know all type of feeling although I have a lot of feeling but I have no regret of having them in my life happy or sad I know that is part of my memory is also part of my growing .. now I don’t have any drink that I like the most but I know no matter is what drink I know this drink is going to taste the some as I was create

A dairy to myself in the years 2019

Hi meixin how life is recently ? is it fun as you have before ..?? are you still running in the dream of yours ??? are you still crazy in love to sever God ?? are you still in love with friends that surround you??don’t matter what happen I know it always fun and you are enjoying parsing God in your life !!i are you loving te boyband that you love mayday??? What is happening in the past ten years .. are your friends still with you shu yu , cindy , lynn ,yu qi are you guys crazy then never before .. I believe is always there with .. remember there is a book written .. it is not important about the day there is is about the day that a day before you can know how to do it better for the day that is cuming .. don’t look a round to who people that challenge you .. but the great challenger is you yourself is not others . cause you yourself only your weakness and you yourself know how to fight from the it.. remember the song from mayday gong lang the lyrics go in a have nothing in the world I have nothing but what I have is a dream to fight till the end is it wat you think too .. don’t ever kill the dream of yours don’t give up till the end T_T